Element of surprise ... as a emotion ... :)

Sometimes we have a fixed opinion on some people, how they think , how they behave , how they react and similar such thoughts ... Yes. I am somewhere proving to be judgemental . But then I feel we just cant stop, not being so. There's always a surprise element when they do something, which no doubt, made you happy but left a question in your mind -'Is this the person I have known ?' , followed by a smile on your face :) You feel good even though you are proved wrong somewhere .. Rather its a bonus to you cos you have discovered something new about your friend or person concerned that it makes things easier. Seriously, emotions are beautiful :)

Hope to find more surprises which leaves you happier with newer discoveries.

something to ponder on ...

Found it so true... :) :) Many a times we get occupied with so many things that we start being unreasonable and we over analyse. Read it , take a break and enjoy every moment that comes your way !! :)

Cheers,

Rani :)

Irony ...

I call it , "Irony of a geek developer's girlfriend "

Wish I was some piece of code -

you would have spent time with me more,

Analysed every bit of me,

Loved me more passionately

And made me complete.

But today I am jealous of the code you write -

Such an irony but true in reality .

PS : all characters are imaginary ... no resemblance to any person dead or alive :P

The power of silence ..

This the latest of the poems I wrote. Its about the musings of a gal about her latest crush :)

I see him ...
And I ponder over the hundred thoughts I have of him-
He sees me too ..
I wonder , if he thinks about me, as much as I do .
I pause , the very moment I catch a glimpse of him
And my eyes in ecstasy , glimmer ,all for him,I feel-
I hesitate , even to smile, which is so unlike me -
No doubt, his magic works so well on me .
I have been crazy all the while -
But somehow, seeing him, I forget all my style -
If only silence can do all these and more ..
I stupor, going ahead , what all is in store ! :)

Cheers,
Rani :)

Wayward Lover

This poem is an attempt to put forth the cognitions of a wayward lover , who is juggling between love ,responsilities and expectations . Finding no solace admist so many things, the lover just prays to God for a resolute mind . Read more to understand it better from the eyes of the wayward lover.Pure work of fiction, no strings attached.

I lose my mind when I cant be in touch with you ..
Time and again I come up with ideas anew..
Still means to reach you are so very few
How do I make you understand my point of view ?

Not finding you around is making me go blind
I find no answers in my cluttered mind..
How will I know,if this is Love?
Give me more signs, Oh my Lord above -

I remember your words, Baby, dont give up on me -
Just musings about you,everything else I oversee -
I dont even know ,When was I last esprit?
Why you had to leave me and fly overseas ?

Is this Love ?
Show me some signs, to talk of-
How will I know, if this is love?
Make me realize, oh my Lord, whom I am proud of !

I dont understand the pain I feel-
I dont even know if this wound would ever heal ?
Why am I , even now, charmed by your sex appeal-
Why cant you just be by my side,and our lips seal-
Why this has to be a complex deal ?

Is this Love?
How will I know, if this is love ?
Just make me resolute ,oh my Lord !
I will thank you each day ,in accord !

Musical Remedy

After a long ten day break from gymming , While I took the thread mill and started running , I realized what I have been missing all these while. Awesome Music being played on the background and I am running ... Its just me ..no restrictions, no expectations , nothing to stop me back... all the negative thoughts, hindrances ,frustrations just pouring down as sweat . I feel I am living the moment.. hear my heart beat ... and music at the background ... nothing else ...

I remember a song , to describe this situation aptly ..Its from a band GreenDay , the song is called Boulevard of broken dreams .. I walk a lonely road , the only one that i have ever known.. I walk alone .. I walk alone.....

Breaking all these thoughts ,the 20 minutes timer expires and I am done with my workout feeling lighter than never before , ready to tackle the battlefield ...

I just laugh and resume my work ...

:) :) :) :)

A very small event but it made a big impact on me !! Just like any other monotonous day at work , work piling up and tasks seem to move too slowly. Unexpected results bringing unneeded focus and questions made on your efforts spent !! I get up from my place to take a stroll, low in spirits like never before .Then, there I see a familiar face making entry through the ODC door ! He was talking over phone !! He looked at me and gave a big SMILE :) Thats all the magic he did...He has always been special to me .. .. My heart jumped in joy and I had forgotten all the worries and hurdles ... Our familiriaty grew only becuase of the smiles we exchanged. Never had we spoken to each other !!But never had we missed a chance to smile at each other when we crossed paths . :) I was soooooooooo happy , I took a stroll outside and work resumed !! :) :) Realised once again - " it takes 43 muscles to frown but only 22 muscles to smile " and thus was I able to SMILE my way out, in anticipation of more SMILES to bring magic into life ;) ;) :)