blissed !!

thoughts flow as words...and here is the poem which i wrote down last night .....

On the porch I sat after a long tiring day
Trying to hear what my heart had to say ..
Up above the clear night sky over me
I could see a star twinkling at me .
The chilly breeze made my nose numb-
The thought of 'him' , made my heart jump
Wish we could hold hand-in-hand..
With dreams to take off to the fantasy land.
The skyline twinkled with a stary mile ..
The blissful gusto made me smile..
The moment was made special by the moon..
How I wished I could meet 'him' soon -

.......

I managed to write a poem three days back... I don know what was the motivation behind this or should I call it demotivation ... Maybe I can put it out as imaginary "me" .. not sure ... Anyways , I am happy I managed to write something after ages ...its still crude ... but still OK to start back my passion for writing ...

Here it goes ...

Someday when you have no missed calls to see -
no unread messages , waiting for you in your inbox ..
You realise - how much you miss me !!

If I was you , I would never ever
Kept you waiting for me ...
All my time would be yours ..
All my priorities would be you ...
Maybe thats why --
You never reliased -
how much I loved you..

And some today on a future day
You feel the pain
when things are not the same
between you n me....
A tear rolls down ..
and you realise ..
How much you are missing me today !!

Time and again ..
you had chance ..
To love me back .. .
but you were busy filling the sack ...
with all money and all wealth ..
in midst of all this I lost my health ...
time changed , so did I
the world crumpled down for me
lost me for ever ,you never even know how....
and you are realizing it only now .

~Rani :)